Tribute To My Friends

Who in the world ever said life was going to be easy?

No one.

Who ever told you your dreams are gonna come true by just having fun?

No one.

Who ever said I don't care about you?

NO ONE. (if there is, that's fake)

I know a terrifyingly huge amount of people who are so emotionally broken.

Or unstable. Whatever you call it.

They are afraid.. in the dark.

They want to shout and scream and just pour out their hearts to someone they know who cares and will help them and fulfill their promises in whatever way they can... (breathes)

but..

they don't have that one person.

And they're afraid that if they ever do pour their hearts out,

that person will back stab them.. betray them.

Christ, what has this world become?

I know you and I can name you even though you don't tell me any thing at all:

Zhi En, Kher Yuee, Christine, Megan, Serene, Krystal, Cherie.... (yes a lot more)

You have no idea

how valuable this life of ours is

you really don't..

I so wish I could show you

right now .. how special even breathing is.

You were given life

not to just live it and die.

You were given life

to change it and transform it to a DREAM land.

If you gave any damn to the Bible at all,

you will know.. why God created us.

And if you don't give a shit about God,

Then listen to me now.. cause this.. you have to know

I know you think I'm a f**cker.

I'm just crapping here right now talking bout some junk I'll forget in a day or two.

But that's wrong.

Believe it guys.

you gotta start BELIEVING.

Believing means to have hope.

Without hope, there is no light,

without light there's only darkness..

with just darkness u can't see a thing.

And u fall deeper and deeper ... (ok u get what I mean)

So think.

Think right now.

I know its holiday and u don't want to think but pls do

Do you think for the rest of your life you're gonna be like this?

Bitching and crying and locking up all your emotions in that tiny fragile heart of yours until your last breath?

No!

So why are you making yourself suffer?

You're gonna have to face it someday.

The sooner the better.

You feel less hurt (are you keeping up with me?)

You HAVE to pour out your heart if u have to.

If you want to scream, SCREAM!

If you want to find a good friend, then BE a good friend!

If you have a problem then fix it!

These problems are just something temporary

they ain't gonna last long.

So do something.

Don't just stand there

I'm always here.

I'm not some vain Miss Popular or a bitchy bitch

I don't tell secrets to somebody else

Heck..

I never did and I never will

Because I love you guys.

I accept your faults and flaws and most of all I accept you

you have no idea how much I care

how I can cry right now..

because I care and it hurts me to see you so sad.

I'm not bull shitting I'm not.

Please.. Listen to me. Try.

You have to keep trying

Don't give up.

I'm here to lend a hand.

Whenever possible.

With all regards...

Happy Holidays...

Have fun and I love u guys.

ciao~

--Rachox_Rachel_YourForeverFriend