WHY??!

Why is it that no matter what I do..

I cant be equal.. or not even close to my dreams..

why do I always have to let them go in the end?

Why can't I embrace them?

Why am I always forced to give them up..?

You told me " Try if you cant"

And I tried and tried and tried.. but alas, I couldn't..

Yes I knew nothing was impossible but at the same time..

Different people have different abilities and specialties and disabilities..

and in my case, that was.. well a max disability for me.

In other words, it was IMPOSSIBLE.

OKAY ANOTHER THING HERE ON OUT

Why am I always not included..?

Why is it that ugh.. Im always excluded?

Am I that.. hated? Unwanted?

No matter where I am..

whether in school groups or charity groups or even.. virtual groups..

I'm always ALWAYS excluded..

F*** it.

Why...

To virtual friends: (sherrie ur not the one)

You guys are big jerks.

What the f*** did I do to make u ignore me?

Am I not good enough? ( higher lvl izzit?)

Is that it??