Weird Feeling..

... No.

no no no no no!!!

xD Just throw this weird feeling away..

I cannot believe how totally naive and gullible I am!!

I mean.. how easy it is to fall in 'love' and get your heart crushed in the end..?

Like, TOTALLY EASY!!

But to get rid of that feeling later? Now THATs hard

But in my case, its actually much easier to fall in 'love'..

(yes I put those thingies up there because i don't really know what love is.. )

Because I've been ignored (by boys .. well AND girls) quite a lot my whole life

And now that things are turning up-side,

I'm actually feeling very .. happy.. =)

Although I'm not sure.. if.. 2Arif.. has.. forgiven my major slip-up yet...

But still..

I think..........

gawd.

I really don't want this.

i don't want to fall for anyone.

Not now...

I hope its not too late to turn back..