The Pleasure of Amnesia

Have you ever wondered what it would be like to just conveniently forget every trauma and problem in your life and live a new, changed life?

People with amnesia usually ends up not knowing who they are and forgetting everything that happened in their past. (of course along with not knowing people whom they knew before the amnesia)

And I thought.. you know, amnesia really is a good thing at times. Some are lucky.. while some are not.. so much. xD Well, I think you get my point.

I'm still in the process of trying my best to not to forget about my past, but to keep the good memories in my heart, live for the present and think of what I should do for the future. I've told myself this countless times before. And although they didn't work before, I'm sure it will work this time.

I promise...

Oh, and one more thing. From Science, we all learned that the fingertips are one of the most sensitive places of our whole body right? (I think so..) And some people experiencing depression or traumatic incidents will cut themselves at the wrist or arms right?(I think so.. AGAIN x3)

But, I, I peel my skin out at my fingertips.. Am I in depression? Or am I depressed at all? o.O I don't think so though. I think I'm just psycho. =.= I'd better stop this peeling now. 'Else...I wouldn't be able to do the house chores properly anymore xD And heck, I don't want THAT.

I'd get a whole lot of lecture lol.

Some say I'm always overreacting,

Some say I'm Miss Drama Queen,

But you know what?

I don't care anymore..

Because all I have is me to live for

Also, for the truth

And that is what I'll do.