A Sad Sad Day For Everyone.. =(

The day started off fine actually.

Then I walked into my dusty dirty classroom...

then I felt disgusted.. (happens every morning though)

After that I realised I didn't finish my homework's'.. like I don't everyday

And I realised how much work I have to do...

I was like, shit, ... what the hell.

Yeah.. well, things that don't usually get to me did. Today.

And who knows why...

After, that, Serene was also mad for a particular reason.

And Jia Qian was quiet... is she mad? Sad? Emo? I don't know... Jeezz..

No one like, tells me things anymore. At least, the things I want to know.

And of course.. Zhi En's mad too. Not that anybody needs to care about that.

Really. Mind your own business.

And I am too.

I mean, I wasn't.

Then everyone was mad..

The atmosphere was so effin' heavy

And I started to get into that too... I can't help it! I'm with them all day!!

And for some seriously odd reason,

Even though it was cloudy later in the day, I felt hot.

Like.. not from the air hot I guess...

It was coming from me. My clothes (?) My body temperature(?)

And I started to get really mad... Yes, REALLY mad.

ARGHHH...!!!!

Can you believe that the only person who didn't get mad was christine??!!!

AAAAAAAAHHHH!!!!

I'm so freaking mad!

I'm mad at people

I'm mad at me!

I'm mad at myself for not being able to choose..

To make the right choice!

.... There's two choices.. one's the one that I obviously love

and the other; not very much...

But there is a valid reason for me to not be able to choose the one I love

and i hate that..

I hate it..

Gosh.. somebody...

please..

help me..

before I go insane!!!!!!!!

Lost in between,

Paradise

and nightmare

If staying in the nightmare

makes people I love happy,

Which should I choose?