Why Does That One Person Feel So Significant?

Yup that's right.

I don't know if its love or anything like that..

But that one person just feels so different.. So.. special.

If you know me better, I guess you'll know that my life are filled with annoying people I call 'friends' or family'.

They annoy me every single day.. probably at the least, every half an hour =.=

Yes, I know. I'm a hot-tempered and sensitive person.

That's what puberty can do to you xD

Well yeah.. They annoy me to no end.

And I put up with them... also, to no end.

But almost for a year now, there's this person I realised...

That never ever got on my nerves.

This person was introduced to me as a .. what, someone with common interest?

Of course, this person did annoy me quite some times..

But it wasn't the person's fault at all..

I guess its what you call jealousy.

When someone takes he/she away from you and you feel SO mad!

So so mad...

Yes. Yup. yeah. that's why I was annoyed .. only once.

I tried to get over that person.. but I can't.

Sometimes I even try my best to get mad at that person.. and I just can't!

One time I'm supposedly mad at that person, the next thing I know, that person will come to me, smile, talk..

..and I'll feel like I'm guilty.. Ugh.

So.. back to the question.

Why does that one person feel so significant?

It doesn't make sense... Everybody is supposed to be the same!

or.. are they?

Gosh, I'm so messed up.. Everything single thing about me is messed up.

And if you don't want to end up getting entangled with this mess,

I suggest you keep your distance.

For your own sake =)

Only a specific key can open

a specific treasure box,

Only love will be able to

unlock my shut heart.

Love~ Rachel.