"Retracing Your Steps" was and is still a sure enough way to discover some things that would seem impossible in the eyes of another. But it is not always very effective. It especially aches when you go through all the trouble retracing your steps and you get nothing but regret in the end.
'Wise people' such as our parents our grandparents, or any other grown-ups who states that they are wise tend to think that each and every advice they give us is right.. They think that everything they do is for our own good. But, hey, they're not perfect. They make mistakes too... WISE people make mistakes too. Yet, we, as children are pure and naive.. we are easily influenced by either other pureness or tainted darkness.
Yeah, because of what grown-ups told me, I thought I was good. I thought I had everything down. That my life would always be fine.. always be fulfilled.. just like they had defined my life to be. I find it SICK and WRONG. What is with the crap?
But life isn't always crap, it is also a treasure. All of us makes mistakes, even geniuses. No one can doubt that. We fall more times than when we'll finally be able to stand firm with our head held high. Even so, humans are naturally selfish right? But not only are we selfish, we are determined.
As long as we can see the existing light above, there is no way we will fall to the surrounding darkness. We are always fighting, putting up a brave front.. knowing that we'll die anytime. Another second later, maybe? Tomorrow? We never know, yet we never give up.
I want to be HUMAN, and that is one of my struggles in life. We might not notice, but by each passing day, we grow older, we grow weaker, our determination and knowledge grow shallower.
That is indeed why I intend to smile when I cry, .. to laugh when I'm confused. To live when I'm dying.. All for the sake of being human, which God, Our Creator has made us to be. Full of flaws on the outside, yet full of beauty on the inside. I am a tiny little cell in this whole Earth. When I'm gone, a part of everyone will feel a pain..
They feel it.. someone is dead. But we are not men with supernatural powers anything, so we don't know who.. where.. what.. has died. Therefore, from now till forever, I will continue to Ace the Trace, Slice the Mistakes and live through all obstacles TO BE STRONG.
The tears of an angel,
The kiss of a devil,
A trust to the traitor,
My love to you forever..
The kiss of a devil,
A trust to the traitor,
My love to you forever..
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