A time to learn, a time to laugh, a time to leave.. and a time to live. Maybe we don't always have this in our mind, but we have very little time to live, to spend time with our loved ones and to achieve our dreams.
We have to use that time to its max. It doesn't matter if you lose halfway through the battle, all you have to do is just to stand up again.. wipe the tears away, and strive .. AGAIN. A life full of obstacles only to lead to victory.
I want to keep you smiling. I want to see you happy, to know that you're okay when I'm far, far away. At least to understand that you are not "dead".. to know that you're safe and sound.
Loving you is a hard thing to do with everything else going on in my life. Yet I cannot live without you around.. I wonder why? Love is indeed a really wonderful thing. Maybe I could kiss you goodnight tonight.. maybe I could hug you so tight that you won't be able to breathe, but darling,it wouldn't be enough.. Cause you are not mine yet.
Hahaha.. Gawd. I must be mad. I'm in a turmoil with my friends but all I can think about is you. I'm not always like this.. But just thinking of you, has kept me silent in my tears lighting a smile on my face.
I love you.. When will time come when you would understand truly? I wonder.. maybe 5 years later. That's so long.. do you know how torturing it is waiting for 5 years like that? Well, if it suits you, I would wait. As long as you want..
Cause my time now is not to love.. but to live learning about so many things. You are hidden in the very corner of my heart, a Sun shining so brightly in the dimness of my tiny little heart. I will always think of laughing, learning or even slaughtering but one fact remains. I will live to love You.. Now and forever, Jesus
A time for slaughter,
A time for laughter,
And finally,
A time for happily ever after.
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