I loved the challenges and I love the moments we had together.. the times when we would laugh at just nothing at all and feel our heart beat at the slightest touch. I wanted it to last forever.. Never ending...
But of course, nothing lasts forever. So, yeah. Apparently, now, I always feel like second best. Looking at family, friends and even close friends...
I never was the 1st person they'd look at. They would only run to me for help when they needed someone's shoulder to cry on.. Not that that's bad. Really. I like that, and I wouldn't usually bother complaining about this at all but... sometimes when I'm all alone, I'll wonder if there really will be a person in the future that will care for me the most.. and to embrace me with a compassionate heart.
Maybe this is all too early for me though.. Love and all that. But.. ( see? I'm unconsciously trying to shake this off again) I mean, I dunno.. I want someone to care whole-heartedly. I feel so alone sometimes. I don't wanna feel that way~ ... I want to be happy. That's natural.. right?
Its amazing how God created us,
Its amazing how he led me here today,
Its amazing how you loved me..
Its amazing how you'd just let go like that.
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