Moderate Your "Moderation"

I suppose there are times when you wonder why God ever allowed bad things to even happen to us? Cause we're His creations.. He loves us.. Yet.. Why?


It was never His fault to begin with! If we have to blame someone, its ourselves. We're always known as selfish beings, and although I hate to admit it, we ARE. We do things for our own benefit.. and no else.

But sometimes we think about the things we do.. we regret. And most of the time, it stops there. We regret.. and then?

Yeah, so here's the part. When we regret something we've done we know is wrong, isn't typical to try to fix it right again? If you don't think that, then maybe you're mental, or just plain crazy.

I hate to admit it but I'm REALLY selfish.. especially when it comes to strangers. But my family and.. my friends... I love them. I'm always ready to give around them, ready to protect .. and ready to defend. Yet they still think I'm pin-pointing their weak spot, thus, hurting them.. why?
Seriously, I don't understand.. Maybe if you know that your moderation .. the way you think about me is THAT distorted, then maybe you should try moderating it further to an average person's moderation. Cause I really can't stand this anymore. If you aren't gonna moderate, then I will.

I'll change. Change for a difference.. Change for the better. I'll love others who appreciate it. I'll defend others who love me for me. I'll embrace the one that defends me. And I'll stay with that other person who embraces me.

You're not the only human being in this world.. There are so many others.. You think you can just USE me?! Well, if you do, think again. Cause you're DEAD wrong!!

Once, a burning flame,
Twice, a horrid murder.
Thrice, the non-existence of sunlight
from your very live.