Monday, March 15, 2010

Loaded and Loathed



A terrible existence in this land.. whoever believes that is indeed a sorrowful person loaded with self-pity and loathes for eternity... You cry and cry and no one ever knows OR cares.

What we needed and what we always wanted in our life is love. And that remains unchanged forever.. However, because of love alone, we have suffered so much. God, family, friends .. and finally, our soul-mates.. we always have had sufficient things right in the palm of our hands, but we are blinded our own selfishness. We cannot see the truth, .. the truth hurts of course but its the right way.

Maybe when it finally ended, when i forced the string to break, I felt a sharp pain in my heart. The tears run down my cheeks.. My face, as ugly as it seemed, was hoping.. somewhere in the corner of my heart that when it comes for the next time we meet, everything will be okay. Everything will stay the same.. We'll all be smiling like we always did.

But I kept yelling at myself! "You can't turn back! You've made a decision, and you're gonna make that happen!" If I don't start now, it'll only hurt all of us more than it already is.. I don't want that to happen. All of us are already so sick of this too. I've had enough.. Its time to change.

And when I change, I don't want this phrase to just be said on this post, I want it to HAPPEN. And I will make sure that it does.

Baby your smile is the morning rays of sunlight,
your laugh is a beautiful song repeating itself in my head,
Your heart a treasure,
your love I want forever..


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