Losing Hope...

I will admit that even I give up hope easily..

But that doesn't mean we can't stand up for ourselves.

I'm not trying to boast about something I can't do.

I'm trying to help others to do the one thing I had never been able to do..

The one thing I failed at... Believing and never giving up.

Isn't it better to believe and be happy later when you succeed

than to lose yourself and break down in the end?

Why do people always choose to break down in the end..?

I have no idea why either, although.. I do happen to do that often

I still dunno why.. =.=

Well, I'm TRYING to find out!

Is it cuz they don't have enough confidence?

They don't have the strength to get back up again after falling every time?

Or they just want to stay there.. in the darkness.. alone and bored?

That's not the way to live..

Its not..

Sigh..

I guess I'm just a fool in the end.

I can't help people I want to help.

I can't stay strong.

I can't be brave.. I'm always a coward.

I'm not sporty..

I'm not confident..

I'm weak. A stupid fool. .. And to some of you even, annoying maybe..

I just.. I just lose out on everything single effin thing okay??!!!

I can't seem to get ANYTHING right..

.. I guess I'm pretty dumb huh..

Trying to help,

trying to save,

but in the end,

everything loses its way.