Sometimes I feel Like You Really Just Don't Care At All...

I know you care about me..

I know u wanna cheer me up when I'm down..

I know you really do like me as a close friend.

But when I look at you sometimes,

I get this awkward irritable feeling that..

You really just don't care.

You just need a shoulder to lean on.

You won't talk, won't care..

But I KNOW you do, see?

Its like taboo.

I hate that I feel this way.

I mean, why can't I just lay low and lead a quiet and peaceful teenage life?

This is so effin' troublesome...!

its like one thing comes after the other

and I have like, no rest.. at all!!!

Damn it!

I love you, I really do...

But I tried and tried and tried and tried and TRIED to leave you alone!

I tried SO many times thinking that I could just forget about you

and have a fun life by myself without you having to butt into anything!!

I feel like a mess!

A big pile of mess!!

like shit, fertilizer, faeces whatever you call it!

I'm so stupid..

I knew I couldn't do that, yet I stupidly and stubbornly tried

....

Once I knew you,

Twice, I knew YOU

Trice, I knew the REAL you.