Admit This Part Of Me

The thing about teens is.. they watch too much drama (like me), they read too much romance books (like me), and all the emotional things. It causes them to break down easily drowning in their own sorrows( like me).

But in actual fact, things aren't really that difficult. It is because we always look at the negative side of the story that it seems so one-sidedly bad. I wish i could listen to my own advice sometimes. i say a lot of crap, right? But sometimes, i find it really hard to abide to my own advice.

I have a part of me that is energetic, a sport, and really positive. Yes, I mean REALLY positive. But there is also another me, the me that is corrupted by darkness. Always in a corner, always thinking of a way to untie myself with all the chains around me..

And unfortunately, the negative one appears more often. Wouldn't it be wonderful if the positive one took control more..? It would be even perfect if I can get rid of my negative self. But hey, life is life is like this, right? You have to face obstacles and pains.

And you might not get what you want sometimes... But that's where we learn to not take advantage of things..

I don't want to get carried away. I want to know me more. Even when I'm negative and unapproachable, I want to admit this part of me to be who I am.

Living to struggle,

studying to survive,

searching for a place to belong to,

searching for a light to embrace.