Am I Too Sensitive..?

People say I get pissed too easily.. (Even though I'm really trying my best to tone it down)

And some say I'm too sensitive..

And I don't smile..?

Is that true? I do? But.. I DO smile.

I'm not sensitive.. you should see how some other people get.. -- oh nvm.

And I don't get pissed easily.. I don't.. do I?

I'm confused. This is totally making me lose track of ME.

Who am I? .. I need to know who I am before I can do anything else.

I feel so trapped, so suffocated.. so.. bad.. = =

Yeah, I know 'bad' is a simple word but..

I don't wanna be like this. I hate this side of me.

Not only does my friends tell me I'm sensitive,

Even my MUM does!! What the hell..??!!

But I can't believe it.. I don't want to believe it

I'm not like that.. I'M NOT!!!!!!

I'm not sensitive.. its just that I've been broken so many times,

I can't think straight anymore.

And my wounds from being broken have not healed yet..

it still hurts.

I'm still forcing a smile... (even though sometimes it comes naturally)

I'm still crying on the inside..

I'm still.. the other me.. So who is this 'other me'?

Its all your freaking fault!! you HAD to remind me..--

you HAD to, didn't you?! You guys are bitches... and so am I..

Please.. I just need a confirmation from you..

Just you, I don't want to hear it from anyone else.

Am I really a bitch?

Am I really.. too sensitive?

The soft quivering sound of weakness,

The mighty voice of your strength,

The meteor of destruction

and the wishing star that grants wishes

The bipolar personality..

of me..