Friday, April 23, 2010

Obsession or Love?


Sometimes you find yourself really overreacting when you're with someone.. ( well, in a good way, but you annoy them) And you can't help but be that way. Even if they don't like it, you really can't help it. Its kinda like.. it comes naturally.

Is wanting someone you really really like for yourself wrong? Its not wrong right? So why is it that we are always told that we're wrong? That its impossible for it to happen. IMPOSSIBLE? Is it..?? Cuz recently, it seems really impossible.. juz like you'd say it would happen.

I feel so lost of hope. Stupid.. I lost my faith in my friends now.. bummer.. I'm mad at ' person no.1" and "person no.2" Damn it all!! I'm so stupid, right? I know I am.... But I can't seem to change that.

I don't want to love you, but this feeling won't go away. I used to be so crazy over you. And, I think I still am.. just a little bit. But that bit's making me hurt SO much.. what should I do? People are telling me that I'm obsessed but i'm not.. There's a difference, I can feel it. But why does the possibility still exist?

Shaking and breaking,
tumbling and falling,
downgrading and decreasing,
the beauty in me.

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