It just doesn't add up, I don't feel like it is the same at all.. no. I can't. No matter how hard I try, it just won't work out.
I try forgetting your presence and everything along with it, and its not working. It keeps coming back. Every time I laugh, every single time I feel happiness, it reminds me of you. And no one else.. can come to mind.
And maybe its because I emo a lot or whatever, and people start thinking I'm hot-tempered and easily pissed off and blah blah blah.. But I'm not!! =.= I'm not.. I don't get pissed off easily. Its just that when I'm caught in a situation and I have many choices to choose from, but each and every one of them will lead to hurting some one and thats when I get pissed cuz.. I don't want to hurt anyone at all.
Hurting me is okay.. but not my friends. Not my buddies. Not my family.
And its really not funny when you insult someone. (even if its true) It is unfair to the party and it might really really hurt them a lot even without you knowing. Try tolerating or maybe, at the least; control your emotions la. Don't shout, don't scream, don't insult, don't talk so much, don't play so much, don't.. break any one's heart. =)
A purely strong will will lead to happiness and victory alone.
Searching for a soul,
in an empty vessel.
Searching for gems,
in an abandoned & used mine,
A useless effort,
but a strong will,
will bear fruit at the
most uncertain time.
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